Surviving in the real world

Over the past two weeks, I saw some of my friends who are already applying for University. It seems like just yesterday that we were in our first year of Cegep...Well it was not that long ago. How much has changed since then... I'm still thinking if I should go to University next Winter or not. I really would like to take a semester off.

I have changed a lot these past few years and for the better. I'm still the same little girl back in High school but a lot more mature. My style has changed a lot from semester one to now and I am a lot bolder to try a new hairstyle. Back in Elementary through High school, I refused to get a new haircut anywhere because I was afraid it will turn out bad. I have a phobia about asian people cutting my hair... Maybe I should give those barbers in Chinatown one more chance? Maybe this summer, I'll think about it.

Growing up is... exciting yet scary. You get to choose what you want to do with your life. When we were teens, we wanted to be independent but once we got it, we become confused.

What can we do to survive in this world?

Get out of your comfort zone. It's the only advice I can give now. I realized that once you get out of the things you used to do, used to see and used to hear. You get a clear idea of what you want in life. I personally love the part where I discover... There's just so much to see in this world!

Sorry if I seem too vague... It's almost one in the morning and I am still writing my essay due today at 2:30 pm. -.-"

Here a picture from my trip in China. I love how it reflects the scenery, it's like a world of possibilities whenever I look at this picture.

Not my Vday...

Someone send me this:

and I am staying positive.

Fresh start in 2009 part III

This is my final post of Fresh start in 2009.

I guess I will keep these three goals in mind. Anyways... I will start the rest of my 2009 single. Yes we broke up after 1 year and 25 days. It was not meant to be.

Was I hurt? Of course, I just need time to readjust to the single life again. I cope with this breakup pretty well... Just burned a few memories that we took together. Dumping this and that. Anyone who recently broke up with their love one should get rid of everything that remind you of them. It's the only way to move on... Go spend time with your friends. It's not the end of the world.

I realized I like to get out of my comfort zone and try new style. Something in me tells me to be a little more bold than usual. Poka dots clothes are things I usually don't wear and it's eye catching!

Here a couple of pictures I took with my new haircut:

Fresh start in 2009 part II

Yes I'm suppose to post this up a while ago... Got lazy!

It's February today and I still didn't post any New Year resolutions. I believe in what Will Smith said on TV while I was in Vancouver, if you want to change something start now and not wait till the New Year to change whatever you have to change. I talked with my brother (Non relative one) about what I should change. Well I'll definitely to be happier this year...

1. Be happier.

What do I mean by that? For years, I've been thinking so negatives about everything especially on education, relationship and myself. I want to be able to be more positive about my life. I may not have everything that I want or expect myself to be someone or expect someone to be a certain way because hey... We are not perfect.

2. Not get angry at people or myself.

I know I know... People who personally know me will tell me that I have anger issues. When you live in my family, you will know where I got it from. Personally, I find myself irrational at time. I will be more willing to forgive and not get angry on things that I can't control myself. Why not laugh more instead of being angry all the time? That sounds like a sweet deal.

3. Gain more knowledge by being open mindBy being open mind (To a certain degree), I guess I learn more things rather than refusing to learn anything other than what I am more comfortable in. It's all about challenging myself to new things and be able to grow from that experience. Why not take courses outside of school? Read books that is out of my comfort zone? Actually put more effort in school?

Part 3 of my fresh start in 2009 will be post another day! Have a nice day everyone. =)